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[07 Nov 2009|01:41am] |
i'm sad :(
I feel like I only think about writing in this when i'm sad...i should start writing happy things in this.
where am i supposed to be? i love the people in kalamazoo, but i ferel like they are too intimidating for me. for example, they are everything i ever wanted to be, but now that i have a chance to hang out with them, i choke and am silent. I'm not really sure what makes me so reserved around them, but i want it to change. also, i have felt fatigue for a very long time now...like i have absolutely no energy to be any fun. It's weird, but i feel like i want to move. I miss feeling accepted.
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[29 Jun 2008|11:59pm] |
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how much more can be dropped on me? My dad is in the hospital because his heart was racing 180 beats a min. now he's staying over night and i'm worried as shit about him. And I don't know what to do anymore.
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[25 Jun 2008|07:41pm] |
I wish just once, people would see the reasons I act the way I do. There is so much reason to who i am today. I just want someone to understand it, other than me. Until then, i'm alone inside.
Why must someone take all the suffering all at once? Why does the world work so that everything bad that can happen happens to me at the same time? Please world, i've had enough cruelty for this summer.
Lisa
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[05 Feb 2008|07:24pm] |
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Why do I always feel like I live to please others...i wish for once i could just build up the courage to live my life the way i want to. What do you do when you are afraid to tell your parents something they were so proud of you for is not going to happen anymore...I hate being a dissapointment, it seems like that's all i've been lately.
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[07 Jan 2008|06:02am] |
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i'm so damn confused and sad and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I need to scream some more. i need help
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[01 Jan 2008|11:22pm] |
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I had the absolutely most crazy new years eve day of my entire life. It feels like i lived in an espisode of the O.C. and it was absolutely insane. I won't give details, but wow. Now...i'm confused, and completely in shock and my life is spiraling in a complete direction unknown. I hope everyone had a great new year's eve.
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[28 Dec 2007|10:00pm] |
If an yone would like to hang out, please feel free to call me at anytime. I've been going through some rough stuff and could really use some company whenever you can offer it. Thanks.
lisa
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[23 Dec 2007|07:57am] |
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It's over. And i have no idea how my heart will ever mend. It has been the greatest 10 months of my life due to having someone there for me every single day to help me through. I'm just dissapointed that it couldn't have turned out differently. We are just both too stubborn and too much alike that one will not cator the others needs for the future. I wish it didn't have to end, but sometimes life hurts and we have to deal with it. It's safe to say, he was my first true love.
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[05 Aug 2007|03:00pm] |
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honestly, i really miss hanging out with everyone...A LOT! I feel like i'm stuck doing the same things everyday with the same people everyday. I want to know what's going on in all of your lives...you've always been my family and now it's like i have no family. I'm sorry i haven't been in much contact with any of you. Everything is consuming my life right now and i just want to relax and hang out with my friends that i miss so much. After my play, which is this coming thursday, friday, and sunday at 7:30 and a matinee on sunday at 2:30 in the blackbox theater at u of m flint, i think i'll be able to relax a little more, finish my homework, and hang out with everyone. I hope you guys will let me come hang out cause it's been so long.
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[03 Jul 2007|09:17am] |
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hey guys, wow it's been a long time. I was just wonderin if you guys had plans for the 4th of july and if i could join you. I miss our all day togetherness. K, let me know, lata.
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[13 Apr 2007|11:21am] |
This is the happiest i've been in a long time. It's nice to finally find someone who understands every part of me. Kyle is amazing. I can't wait for prom. People are crazy to figure out sometimes. Life is finally having some purpose. Ambassador trip is going to be amazing....i'm sooooo excited. Chicago here i come! That's about it. have a good last three days of spring break guys, i hope your break's were swell.
peace
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[24 Mar 2007|11:30am] |
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hahahaha, the movie borat is halarious.
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[18 Mar 2007|07:46pm] |
Well, let me start off by saying HAPPY BIRTHDAY GARRETT YESTERDAY AND THEA TODAY!
I hope you guys had good birthdays'
Last night was a ton of fun, I love to dance a lot, especially with really fun people. I really should never eat sugar again, it makes me cranky and tired and just down right mean. It is not a pleasant state to be in. Today I ate like a whole pie by myself, it was bad, that's basically all i ate. Then I looked at old pics from when i was little, i love looking at pics, but they make me sad too....I miss the old days. Then I got curious and I wondered if my old best friend when i was 4 had a myspace because i haven't seen him since i moved in 1995, so i looked him up and he had one! I was so excited, it was so weird to see pics of him and see that he's actually a lot like me...weird. Then I decided to watch little women cause i just bought it yesterday...I love that movie, i hope it's the play next year. Ok, that's about it.
peace
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[28 Jan 2007|07:09pm] |
I've been feeling lately like i'm drifting away from all of you. I don't want to lose all of my friends and i don't want to come off as a bitch or a loner. Please help me to get out of this rut. I haven't hung out with anyone for quite sometime now. I just sit on my couch like a lazy person and never go out. I feel bad that i wasn't around to help when ben got into his accident, and i didn't even hear about it until i read it in a livejournal.
I miss the feeling of having friends...
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[08 Jan 2007|05:39pm] |
Lisa's Ideal Guy:
-Dark Brown hair
-blue eyes
-plays acoustic guitar
-sings well
-sense of humor
-talks a lot
-doesn't get embarrised
-adores me
I have ambassadors in a little bit, but other than that i have a ton of homework and tryouts this week, so i probably won't be relaxing much or on here much. I love when people i don't know who are musical and are cute boys add me on myspace : )
lisa
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[24 Dec 2006|10:26am] |
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once upon a time my dad and i were sitting in our living room at 10 p.m. the night before christmas eve and decided...hey, let's get a tree. So we went to home depot and got a tree. The end.
Today I'm going to my grandmas house, having christmas there, then my moms house and having christmas there, then tomorrow is christmas at my dad's and then my aunt's house. Homework is going to be a bitch afterwards.
seeya guys, merry christmas tomorrow.
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[11 Nov 2005|10:29pm] |
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everyone should know that Lisa smells REALLY REALLY GOOD!! so the next time you're near her... SMELL HER! ha i love you Lisa!
um- this is stacie if you haven't guessed, normally people dont write to themselves about how they smell but im sure someone might.... ready this is my story READ IT!- oh just wait- algebra II- the papers will read.
"SUDDEN DEATH AS GIRL FINDS OUT HER GRADE IN MATH"
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After doubling in math classes, Stacie Woodbeck of Fenton High School was struggling, with her grade excelling in Geometry of 99% she was happy, then all of a sudden, after working for weeks and long hours she finds her grade to be 34% in Algebra II. Eye witness Sarah Allan states " I dont know what happened she was alive one min. happy as usual then when she found out her grade she screamed and she lay on the floor.... dead...."
For Stacie's grade in Algebra II... what do you think am I a good writer. tell Lisa and she'll let me know.... alright im done, you can stop reading now!
au'revoir~ STACIE!
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[02 Apr 2005|06:43pm] |
1. Choose 10 songs that you love or just listen to frequently.
2. Write down one line in the song, try to avoid using the title of the song.
3. Have your friends comment and see if they know the songs. NO CHEATING! NO LOOKING UP LYRICS!
4. When someone guesses correctly, put lovely little heart next to it and list the correct name of the song next to it. (Don't star but heart the line until the song's ARTIST and NAME have both been guessed correctly!)
1. she could swing the trapeeze, they could sleep on the floor
2. if you want it, you can have it
* one day of presents hell no we get the eight craaaazy nights-katy and sarah...lol
4. reluctantly crowched at the starting line
5. why am i always on a plane or a fast train
6. regular expossior to insectiside has caused me to break out in hives
7. adjectives on the typewriter he moves his words like a prize fighter
* the lights are off again she took me by surprise-jackie
* remember long ago, together laughing lovin-jackie
10. i pay no mind to taunts or advances
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[09 Mar 2005|02:56pm] |
i find it very hard to be friends with people younger than me... it just annoys me. i'm gonna be 15 on friday and i am so happy, i wish i was going to college this next year, but i still have three years of highschool. people just don't get me...i'm not like everyone else.
mrs. martin thought i was a senior and i wish i was, then i could go to california and live my life the way i want to live it. if you're an older friend of mine, i love you...you guys are what get me through and keep me sane...thanks.
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[08 Mar 2005|03:02pm] |
she's a bitch, i don't want to be friends with her anymore....fucker.
you know who you are. and stop talking behind my back say it to my face, bitch.
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[05 Mar 2005|12:40pm] |
so the musical is going awesome. Thursday was a really good opening night and we even got a standing ovation! thursday night after the play was really really bad...but whatever. Friday was tons better and really fun to do, we didn't get a standing o though. tonight, who knows...i'm really mad cause i just started and it sucks really really bad...but all my family is coming tonight. I told jeff to come see it one of these nights and he's not and that pisses me off...maybe i just won't go to alice's, that works. alright, well i'm having fun, later.
p.s. thanks for telling me i look funny, it really made my day...not.
p.s.s people that are backstage and talking constantly really piss me off sometimes.
p.s.s.s pump up rocks, we need to start doing it again.
later
lisa
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[01 Mar 2005|07:15pm] |
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i'm starting to get really sad about my sister leaving, it's gonna suck like no other, you have no clue. i mean, i'm talking another state where i'll never see her. she's my best friend and the only one i can talk to, what will i do when she's gone? :(
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[01 Mar 2005|01:15pm] |
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k, so today is a snow day, but i still have oklahoma practice which means i have to go to the school, which means i have to get out of my driveway or get a ride. My dad's at work, tonya can't get out of our driveway, and my mom can't get down her road. man i hate snow. well, i'm gonna go do somethin untill i can figure out a way to get to the school by 4:30... wish me luck. bye!
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[26 Feb 2005|05:36pm] |
<td>You are a guitar.
You are a musical genius... congratulations. Most people think you are a little obsessed with music, but that's okay. You don't care what other people think. You are independent, and would rather have a few good (and weird) friends than a lot of not-so-good ones. You may feel that people run down your eccentricity, but that's only because they're jealous. You will most likely become very successful with your musical talent. \m/ Rock on!
Most compatible with: Drumstick.
Click here -- What Random Object Represents Your Inner Self?
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haha, yea that's right...bring it.
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